I just stay away from judgement these days. Arsenal is one of my weaknesses I admit it.
In the immediate aftermath of the reports and accusatory texts, I used to cringe with shame and disgust whenever he would turn out for us. Hearing other fans boo him and knowing why? You know we’ve got kids now some of us. I keep thinking. If one of my boys asked one day : daddy why are they booing him? The fuck am I going to say?
These days though, I admit. The cringe is less and less. Does this make me a terrible person?
Hate feeling Ike this, and hate the club for what I see to be complicity, and putting me in a position where I have to choose, every game. To watch him.
The sooner we are rid the better please.