Qwiss I'm slightly younger, also seen multiple league wins but I still want the league more than anything else given the choice. It's been 22 years to get this close, it might be another 22 years again. I was in my last year of school last time, still a teenager. Probably didn't fully appreciate it because I thought we were going to keep winning and never considered that it might never happen again. To not win now from this point with this lead with so few games left will be difficult to ever get over IMO.
CL is obviously also bucket list that I hope to see us win once in my lifetime but guess I've always seen it as some sort of mythical thing that happens to a select few other people but not to you. If we won the league every other season I might feel more ambivalent about not winning it now but I'm really desperate for it. Obviously the dream is to win both but my big fear now is that going for both is going to end up costing us both.